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Post by Ashley on Dec 1, 2005 21:49:20 GMT -5
Jade laughed cruely. "If you would have noticed I told you to take the brat away from here. This is no place for a kid to be." She bit back the comment that she was going to make.
"What's it matter? They'd never find the right person." she shrugged, lounging back against the chair. "I know I f**ked up my own life, I really don't care. It's not like there was anything going for me to start with. Except for Ravaged. And Rip."
"I'm not scared of death. If it would come right now, I would welcome it. Suicidal isn't the word to describe me." She had a carefree manner, encased in ice. Her eyes never once showed life, not counting the time she saw the child. "Pam, get 'Jie Dae' out of here."
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Post by Jenna on Dec 1, 2005 21:52:21 GMT -5
She looked at her shaking her head. "You are a hard headed bitch. I can't deal with you." she said taking Jie Dae, in her arms. "Come on Pam, you can show me the crib." she said as she turned on her heel and followed Pam.
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Post by Talkahuano on Dec 1, 2005 21:53:59 GMT -5
Pam hesitated for a second. Jade didn't look like she wanted to fight, though Li Na, as usual, looked like she could tear Jade apart. She decided to take a risk. "No. You two need to talk. I'll take Jie Dae upstairs, and you two..." she looked around hopelessly. She didn't like the looks on their faces. "Look, Li, I've been... uh... writing to Jade for some time now, before she returned. I can tell you that Jade doesn't want to fight. She's been asking about how you're doing and how the baby is doing." She held her arms out, smiling gently at the baby. "I'd like to go tuck her in now."
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Post by Jenna on Dec 1, 2005 22:03:03 GMT -5
Li Na watched as her baby was taking upstairs. She turned around and looked out the window, her arms crossed. She couldn't believe what Pam had just said. Was it true? It couldn't be Jade was just to hateful. "You know I have trouble believing what she just said." she said softly still looking out the window.
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Post by Ashley on Dec 1, 2005 22:18:02 GMT -5
Jade shrugged as Pam took the baby upstairs. She watched with lifeless eyes as Li Na returned to the room, then she stared at the fire. "Believe what you want to believe, I can't change it" she muttered, balling up parchment and tossing it into the fire. "November 5. November 13. December 24." she muttered random dates as she threw things into the fire.
"You won't find any evidence on me. Ask her. It's her word and if you believe her, believe her. But I will say this, why did it take so long for her to answer you about the name for the kid? And, where did the presents come from if she said she didn't have that much to spend?" Jade chucked another parchement ball into the fire.
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Post by Jenna on Dec 2, 2005 17:06:43 GMT -5
"Well how about you answer me something. If you care like you say you do then why have you been so mean to me and my daughter?" she asked crossing her arms tighter as she stared out into the starry night, looking for answers.
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Post by Ashley on Dec 18, 2005 21:10:08 GMT -5
Jade paused in her burning frenzy. "Why have I been so mean to you and your daughter? Oh, no, sweetheart. I minded my own business when I came back. It was you that started all this shit. I still....used to think of you as my bestfriend. I forgave you a long time ago, but it'll be a long time before I ever trust you with anything personal."
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Post by Jenna on Dec 18, 2005 21:13:39 GMT -5
"Okay, I will give you that but that is with me. My daughter did nothing to you and you sit there and say things about her, that is pretty low." she said angrily. "And you think I am going to trust you with things? Ha. That is a good one." she said laughing. She didn't know what to think. "I mean I guess it will be easier to get along then to fight." she said softly. She didn't have time to fight over pety things like things, she had other things on her mind.
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Post by Ashley on Dec 18, 2005 21:37:10 GMT -5
"Yea, and if you'd care to remember I've never liked...children. I've called every child in the world a brat. That is what they are." Jade shrugged her shoulders.
"I never said that you'd trust me with anything. I just said that I wouldn't trust you. Oh, are you sure that it'll be easier to get along with me? I mean, I know you were doing pretty well while I was 'missing'. And anyway...the only reason I came back was because Rip made me. He said that I couldn't start my band until I finished my schooling. But, wahtever."
Jade pulled a thin black book out of her pocket, and grabbed a quill that was setting nearby.
"I’m through with standing in line to clubs we’ll never get in It’s like the bottom of the ninth and I’m never gonna win This life hasn’t turned out quite the way I want it to be."
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Post by Jenna on Dec 18, 2005 22:10:18 GMT -5
"Well you can go 'missing' again if you want, it is fine by me." she said a bit heartlessly. "But if you aren't going to then I have no choice but to try and get along with you." she said sighing as she crossed the room to plop onto the couch. "And what type of band would this be? That is if you trust me enought to tell me." she said with a smart ass smile.
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Post by Ashley on Dec 18, 2005 22:18:05 GMT -5
"If I went missing again, the whole house would be boarded up. So I wouldn't get so smug. As for the band, I'm sure that you've heard of Ravaged. I played in it for a lot of the time that I was gone. However, since you care to know, Tear got killed so the band split up. That the end of that."
She shrugged and finally looked at Li Na. "I'm making a new band, me and Rip. I've got lead guitar and vocals, he's on bass and lead male vocals. We're going to hold auditions for drums and keyboard this summer."
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Post by Jenna on Dec 18, 2005 22:25:37 GMT -5
"Oh I see." she said softly. She had plaed drums since she was five and she knew that Jade knew this. She looked down at her feet. She would love to be in a band... but with her and Jade not getting along so well. She wasn't sure if it would work out so well.
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Post by Ashley on Dec 18, 2005 22:44:14 GMT -5
Jade gave Li Na a half smile and rubbed her eyes. "Hey, Li, you should come. You could probably take on all those people that show up." Jade muttered very softly, her eyes covered up with her hand. She was tired of all this fighting, and couldn't wait to see it end.
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Post by Jenna on Dec 18, 2005 22:52:08 GMT -5
"Yeah I will think about it." she said softly. "I mean well I gotta see about the baby and all of that." she said said looking away for a second. She hadn't played much since she had, had her. She just wasn't sure, she was unsure of a lot of things. Sure she wanted to do it but it was complicated.
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Post by Ashley on Dec 18, 2005 22:54:00 GMT -5
"Draco could come too, you know. Be there to take care of Jie Dae and all. Or we could hire someone. I would say that mama could take care of her, but mama's not here anymore because of my stupid decisions."
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