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Post by christopher on Aug 30, 2005 21:43:03 GMT -5
"No, I'm just honest to people because I want to protect them from being hurt. Like you, for instance. And I really hope you think on what I said because it's the truth. And you probably don't know as much as you think about him. That's all I'm saying, you may choose to ignore it or not, but it's the truth."
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Post by Jenna on Aug 30, 2005 21:50:38 GMT -5
"You don't even know me!!!" she said angrily. "Why are you trying to protect me?" she said angrily. "I am going to stay by his side no matter what you say. I am going to be tied to him forever, anyways." she said solemly.
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Post by christopher on Aug 30, 2005 21:54:33 GMT -5
Draco blinked. "Er.... why? Why would you ever be tied to him/??"
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Post by Jenna on Aug 30, 2005 21:57:18 GMT -5
"I am pregnant with his child." she said softly. She had felt dumb for it happening. She should have known better and she did but that time she didn't use common sense.
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Post by christopher on Aug 30, 2005 22:03:52 GMT -5
Draco stiffened. He could feel his heart breaking there, shattering in to one million pieces that could never be picked up again. How stupid could he have been to think that maybe there was a chance that she love him back? How dumb could he ever be to think that? Why had he spent countless nights awake thinking of what could of been when Li Na was in love with another? Why was his whole life built on misery.
Draco pulled her in to an alleyway off the street where nobody could see them. He sighed, looking her straight in the eye before pulling out his wand and swishing it once at himself. The disguise was off. Once more Draco returned to the perfect skinned blue eyed bleach blonde that he had always been. He took off the glasses and shook out his hair. He didn't bother with the french accent as he spoke. "At least now you know why I care about you, Li."he said, his icy blue eyes peircing in to her like holes.
Draco flicked his wand at himself and he returned back to Brice Evariste, he then left Li Na to ponder it in the alleyway, as he turned and walked back on to the street, straightening his glasses on his nose as he sadly walked down the street.
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Post by Jenna on Aug 30, 2005 22:09:07 GMT -5
"Wait." she called running after him. "That is not fair. Not at all." she said angrily tears running down her face. "You don't care, or else you wouldn't have left me." she said crying harder, shaking. "You left me." she said not sure if she could stand up anymore.
She was happy that he was safe but she hated him to lieing to her. "You lied to me. I hate you. I hate you." she said falling to her feet. She wanted so much to blame this all on him but it was her fault. She sat there crying. She didn't understand.
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Post by christopher on Aug 30, 2005 22:14:00 GMT -5
Draco narrowed his eyes at her. "Not fair??? Not fair?? You think that anything about my life is fair, Shing?" Draco spoke in a snarl, barely above a whisper so that nobody could hear him. "You think that having my destiny mapped out for me without a say is fair? You think having the crucio sent at you every time you screw up is fair? You think that my family gives crap about fair?"he spat. "You think I could tell the truth without commit suicide, or, better yet, keeping you safe? I was helping you out of the worst thing that would ever happen to you, and you just trampled all over my heart."
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Post by Jenna on Aug 30, 2005 22:18:24 GMT -5
"You chose this life." she choked out. "And what do you care. You don't care about me. You would have told me what was going on." she said crying harder. He was so close but so far away. "Remember you are the one who left. Who else did I have once you were gone? No one and you forget that." she said. "But Halen cared for me." she said softly. "He really did." she siad. "I hate you for what you have done." she said hitting him.
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Post by christopher on Aug 30, 2005 22:21:57 GMT -5
"You had Jade, but now that you're f**king Halen I sincerely doubt that you do. And if I didn't care about you then I wouldn't be threatening Halen's ass every chance I got, but apparently he didn't follow my orders, so I'll just have to beat the crap out of him even more."he said, glad that thi stime he was authorized to do it. Afterall, he was abovve Halen, and he was allowed to handle his men any way he wanted. Draco didn't move when she striked him. He was stronger now. Much stronger. "Halen is going to f**k you as many times as he can and move on, and you know it, Shing. And I haven't done anything to you except keep you from knowing something that could put you in danger."
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Post by Jenna on Aug 30, 2005 22:25:52 GMT -5
"You know that my name isn't Shing." she said getting mad. "Why do you have to act like such a jackass." she said angrily. "What did you think? That I would wait for you. I didn't know if you were dead or what." she said angrily. "Don't hurt him." she said angrily. "If you do I will just hate you even more." she said angrily. "If you hurt him then you have to hurt me too. I didn't resist." she said truthfully.
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Post by christopher on Aug 30, 2005 22:29:40 GMT -5
Draco narrowed his eyes at her. "I thought you'd at least care. I was planning on telling you, you know."he said with his icyness returning. "I was planning on fixing all of this shit, but really couldn't happen now, because you've got a family and a boyfriend, and I guess I meant nothing to you."he said. "And you think you're the only one hurt? I still f**king love you, okay?"he said angrily, and with that he kept walking, angry with himself for being so idiotic to think she really loved him.
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Post by Jenna on Aug 31, 2005 20:45:45 GMT -5
"I still love you too and you should know that. I wouldn't be so f**king upset if I didn't care. I don't want to make a family with him." she said softly. "It just happened okay and I can't take it back. I wish I could. I wish it could be you and me. It isn't going to be me and Halen either but he might be in my life." she said. "you have to understand that. If you said you would take me back then I would jump at it but you won't so it doesn't matter anymore." she said softly.
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Post by christopher on Aug 31, 2005 20:49:35 GMT -5
"I would if I could."Draco said. "I would take you back in a second and care for that bastard's kid, and marry you, and everything would work out fine, but I can't do that."he said, hating himself more and more for being so childish. He was a DE now. He wasn't supposed to feel emotions like that. "I'm wanted now."
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Post by Jenna on Aug 31, 2005 20:53:12 GMT -5
"And what you still want me to what for you? Forever is a long time Draco and that is what you expect. You are giving me up by walking away and I hope you know that. I mean who cares if I date Brice? No one knows except for those certain ones." she said simply. She began crying, life just wasn't fair anymore. "It is never fair." she said softly.
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Post by christopher on Aug 31, 2005 20:56:56 GMT -5
Draco looked at her softly. "I'd do anything in my power to date you again, Li... I hope you know that... but..."he stopped wiping away a tear as it fell slowly down her cheek. "But I don't know when I'll have orders to up and leave again, and I don't want to put you or your child in danger. You need someone who reliable, and right now I can't be that person... I wish to God I could be..."
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